Dear favorite cousin
It's almost the day, so I'm perhaps a little more moody than usual. Almost a week left. I still have the present that you gave me. It's in a little box that I keep on my desk. I don't wear it very often anymore though, but I do have a feeling that I will around this time. Sevena visits sometimes, it's like a annual ritual to go out to dinner with her on your birthday. Well...Sevena tried to move on. We both miss you a lot and sometimes I feel like she's only moving on because it would've been what you wanted. I don't really go to the hill as often anymore. Maybe it's because I don't find myself like in desperate need of comfort as much anymore. It's a little difficult to say I guess, but I know that I'll go back again this year. I feel like these past couple years it's been easier. I'm not as anti-social as before and I've been trying a little more to talk to people and get to know them. Mom and Dad are divorced, but whatever, even you saw that coming and it's been...how long? Wow.....almost 6 years.....
I sometimes think that it's a little pathetic though because it's been kind of awkward when you get older and new people ask you for your birthday. I just tell them that I hate it and leave it at that, but I'll admit that two people know the reason, but 3 people know. I'm not sure how the 3rd person found out. >.>'' But whatever. It already happened. I've been trying a lot of new things since 10th grade. It's been a learning experience and I get by. =) I'm in a hip hop club now! Aren't you amused? You were always good at dancing, you fweak. Haha. ^^
Well miss yooh, hope you and Jesica are good <3
Meh.
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