This reminded me of Fae Mao. =)
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
10 Day Challenge - Day 10
For day 2010.09.05
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Day Ten: One confession.
I'm terrified of other people seeing me cry, so when I feel like I'm about to cry, I usually try to either hide my face is it's too late to hide or I go somewhere by myself, so that nobody sees me cry. If anybody finds me, I'm usually very embarrassed and stunned. It's a really bad mentality.
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Day Ten: One confession.
I'm terrified of other people seeing me cry, so when I feel like I'm about to cry, I usually try to either hide my face is it's too late to hide or I go somewhere by myself, so that nobody sees me cry. If anybody finds me, I'm usually very embarrassed and stunned. It's a really bad mentality.
10 Day Challenge - Day 9
For 2010.09.04
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Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
I would have to say the heartsy smiley and the frustrated smiley.
Heartsy one for obvious reasons if you've been keeping up. xD
Frustrated smiley because I've been dealing with legal crap within the family and a little discovery I came across, so it's a little frustrating to deal with it.
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Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
I would have to say the heartsy smiley and the frustrated smiley.
Heartsy one for obvious reasons if you've been keeping up. xD
Frustrated smiley because I've been dealing with legal crap within the family and a little discovery I came across, so it's a little frustrating to deal with it.
10 Day Challenge - Day 8
For 2010.09.03
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Day Eight: Three turn ons. (This one..is so hard. xD Because I don't really what it is to be turned on.) Is it liking them more? Or loving them more?
1. I like brown eyes I guess? They seem warmer and more friendly. I see eyes first. >w<
2. They dance. They don't have to be good at it, but it doesn't matter. =) I like dancers. =) They're cool. ^^
3. They do little things that are so sweet. Like little gestures that say that they care. I think it's cute. =)
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Day Eight: Three turn ons. (This one..is so hard. xD Because I don't really what it is to be turned on.) Is it liking them more? Or loving them more?
1. I like brown eyes I guess? They seem warmer and more friendly. I see eyes first. >w<
2. They dance. They don't have to be good at it, but it doesn't matter. =) I like dancers. =) They're cool. ^^
3. They do little things that are so sweet. Like little gestures that say that they care. I think it's cute. =)
10 Day Challenge - Day 7
I have just realized that I'm not going to be able to finish these on time, so I shall finish them early! =D Better early than late..
So this one is for 2010.09.02
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Day Seven: Four turn offs.
1. Smokes
2. Gets drunk a lot
3. Overly sensitive. (people who can't handle sarcasm or don't get a joke...)
4. Afraid to stand up for what's right..and they just watch.
So this one is for 2010.09.02
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Day Seven: Four turn offs.
1. Smokes
2. Gets drunk a lot
3. Overly sensitive. (people who can't handle sarcasm or don't get a joke...)
4. Afraid to stand up for what's right..and they just watch.
10 Day Challenge - Day 6
Not going to be able to do this tomorrow, so this one is for 2010.09.01 =)
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Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
1. sister
2. Fae Mao
3. other best friend (i needa find a nickname for yah missy)
4. wannabe minho
5. twin
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I was going to add in people from the past, but I've decided to focus on the ones I care about who are alive and who's lives that I want to be a part of now. Perhaps in a way, it's my own bittersweet last farewell. I don't know...maybe.
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Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
1. sister
2. Fae Mao
3. other best friend (i needa find a nickname for yah missy)
4. wannabe minho
5. twin
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I was going to add in people from the past, but I've decided to focus on the ones I care about who are alive and who's lives that I want to be a part of now. Perhaps in a way, it's my own bittersweet last farewell. I don't know...maybe.
10 Day Challenge - Day 5
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. Pick a side between my parents.
2. Agree to join that group that terrified me.
3. Not protect my mom.
4. Not warn my little sister what he was capable of.
5. Get annoyed at my cousin when I didn't know that it was going to be the last day that I was going to see him.
6. Not say anything when Jen said her last words and cry. =.=
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goodness....i have more..but those are the most important ones =(
1. Pick a side between my parents.
2. Agree to join that group that terrified me.
3. Not protect my mom.
4. Not warn my little sister what he was capable of.
5. Get annoyed at my cousin when I didn't know that it was going to be the last day that I was going to see him.
6. Not say anything when Jen said her last words and cry. =.=
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goodness....i have more..but those are the most important ones =(
10 Day Challenge - Day 4 (Make up for 2O1O.O8.3O)
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. college
2. figuring out what to do when I graduate
3. food
4. music!
5. friends
6. wannabe minho xD
7. dance
1. college
2. figuring out what to do when I graduate
3. food
4. music!
5. friends
6. wannabe minho xD
7. dance
Sunday, August 29, 2010
10 Day Challenge - Day 3
Wow..this one is going to be hard.
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Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Don't be afraid to be yourself.
2. If you're one of the people that I can talk hours on the phone with, you're a shoo-in.
3. Understand my sense of humor.
4. Be honest, no matter what.
5. Sing, even if you're not that good at it. I'm not good at it either. So let's be stupid and sing together! =) (I'll admit that playing an instrument is a bonus.)
6. Play the Questions game with me! (Aka Funfacts, but that's only a game that me and Fae Mao can play..everyone can only play the Questions game.) It lets me know that you're comfortable with me and it's kind of fun to get to know you! =)
7. Dance, even if you're not good at it. I'm not either, so let's just do it together because it's fun! ^^
8. Make me feel like I'm one step closer to the person that I'm trying to be and the person that you want. In other words..make me feel fluffy. =)
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Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Don't be afraid to be yourself.
2. If you're one of the people that I can talk hours on the phone with, you're a shoo-in.
3. Understand my sense of humor.
4. Be honest, no matter what.
5. Sing, even if you're not that good at it. I'm not good at it either. So let's be stupid and sing together! =) (I'll admit that playing an instrument is a bonus.)
6. Play the Questions game with me! (Aka Funfacts, but that's only a game that me and Fae Mao can play..everyone can only play the Questions game.) It lets me know that you're comfortable with me and it's kind of fun to get to know you! =)
7. Dance, even if you're not good at it. I'm not either, so let's just do it together because it's fun! ^^
8. Make me feel like I'm one step closer to the person that I'm trying to be and the person that you want. In other words..make me feel fluffy. =)
Picture Diary #130 and Funfact #37
This reminded me of another dream! =O I think Fae Mao mentioned me walking along a really pretty road a couple days ago just to tease me and it actually ended up happening when I was taking a nap today. xD LOL.
ANYWAYS, I went to church and he gave me a slip of paper with an address, date and time. I was curious, so I was planning to go when my Dad caught me going out and started to nag to me about stuff. I then started to get really annoyed about whatever he was nagging me about and we ended up arguing and he was guarding the door and told me to not go outside. I tried to call wannabe minho to tell him that I couldn't go, but my dad wouldn't let me use the phone. Stupid cell phone wouldn't work either. =( So when my dad finally took a nap in his room, I snuck out with the help of my little sister and just ran to the place, half hoping that he wouldn't be there because it had been hours. And when I got there, he was kind of bored looking, kind of sleepy and hanging over the fence like this. xD HAHA. I got really embarrassed and apologized. He just walked towards me and patted my head and I closed my eyes because I got uncomfortable that he was so close. He took my hand and we started running down the road and towards this field. It was kind of nice. =)
Me = Wake Up In the Morning...
Not feeling well AT ALL. T^T I felt so dizzy that I missed the door to the bathroom and crashed into the wall. I was looking forward to going to church today with Fae Mao too. Sigh. Well...church should be over by now, so I'll just sit and wait for her to come over. I've been working the whole weekend on stuff from work to decorate this college camp that's held on Labor Day weekends every year for this organization. In all honesty, I'm a little tired from it, but not tired of it. I like arts and crafts, but when I have homework to do that's still staring at me..it kind of makes me unhappy. =( It's okay! Once it's over! I'm good! And with 100 dollars to spare! =) Think positive! ^^
My phone is completely broken. >.< I can only call the people on my speed dial and only the people on my speed dial can call me. The screen is completely blank and I can't even see the time when it's just laying there. So frustrating...I had a lot of numbers in there too. =( Sighhh. Oh well..hopefully things'll get better I guess. I'm planning to just get a cell phone on my own because for some reason my father refuses to help me out when he clearly upgraded my sister's about a month ago when it had the same exact problem. Irritation bees are visiting me. Sigh.
Ugh..well gotta go. When I'm taking a break from it all, I'll post some stuff again today. Hope you all have a better day than I do. =)
My phone is completely broken. >.< I can only call the people on my speed dial and only the people on my speed dial can call me. The screen is completely blank and I can't even see the time when it's just laying there. So frustrating...I had a lot of numbers in there too. =( Sighhh. Oh well..hopefully things'll get better I guess. I'm planning to just get a cell phone on my own because for some reason my father refuses to help me out when he clearly upgraded my sister's about a month ago when it had the same exact problem. Irritation bees are visiting me. Sigh.
Ugh..well gotta go. When I'm taking a break from it all, I'll post some stuff again today. Hope you all have a better day than I do. =)
Me = Sha La La La My Oh My
At the end of the day, I really do think about the horrible things first before trying to really focus on the good things.
That is pretty darn depressing.... >.>''
That is pretty darn depressing.... >.>''
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Picture Diary #127
If the bow was white, red or light blue. I'd love this right away. <3 But I like the bottle. =)
Picture Diary #125
If hope was something you would see and touch..I'd imagine it to look like this. =)
Funfact #35
To be honest with you, I don’t have the words to make you feel better. But I do have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a heart; a heart that’s aching to see you smile again.
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It's weird...when people are mad..something makes me want to hug them...like it's going to make it all go away. >.< I...don't really know why. =\ But yeah. =) I like this quote. ^^
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It's weird...when people are mad..something makes me want to hug them...like it's going to make it all go away. >.< I...don't really know why. =\ But yeah. =) I like this quote. ^^
Friday, August 27, 2010
10 Day Challenge - Day 2
Considering how I'm going to be very busy tomorrow...I'm doing this just in case.
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Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1. When I'm actually sleeping, I'm completely curled up. I've been told like a hamster.
2. When I'm over-thinking things that bother me enough, I have this habit where I lose my appetite completely, and lose the will to sleep. It's so unhealthy. x.x
3. I find my sneeze really embarrassing, even if it's whatever. >.<
4. I love heights and lights. Haha! Hey that rhymed! =)
5. I love the cold weather, but my body doesn't. So disagreeable. Sigh. But I ignore it in the rain! <3 I run out and jump around like an idiot. ^^''
6. I hate red roses. I don't know why they bother me so intensely. I just think that it's disgustingly cliche.
7. I can handle all the gore and blood in scary movies, but once blood is on someone's hands or there's a pool of blood, I will freak, but if its like gruesome torture scenes, I'm completely fine and I sometimes even get bored in scary movies. xD
8. The most I've tripped in a day is 32 times. Sad....isn't it? xD
9. In all honesty, lying makes me feel dirty, like physically and emotionally dirty.
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Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
1. When I'm actually sleeping, I'm completely curled up. I've been told like a hamster.
2. When I'm over-thinking things that bother me enough, I have this habit where I lose my appetite completely, and lose the will to sleep. It's so unhealthy. x.x
3. I find my sneeze really embarrassing, even if it's whatever. >.<
4. I love heights and lights. Haha! Hey that rhymed! =)
5. I love the cold weather, but my body doesn't. So disagreeable. Sigh. But I ignore it in the rain! <3 I run out and jump around like an idiot. ^^''
6. I hate red roses. I don't know why they bother me so intensely. I just think that it's disgustingly cliche.
7. I can handle all the gore and blood in scary movies, but once blood is on someone's hands or there's a pool of blood, I will freak, but if its like gruesome torture scenes, I'm completely fine and I sometimes even get bored in scary movies. xD
8. The most I've tripped in a day is 32 times. Sad....isn't it? xD
9. In all honesty, lying makes me feel dirty, like physically and emotionally dirty.
10 Day Challenge - Day 1
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
1. We really need to save money. =.=
2. Please accept me into CSULB! D=
3. Please don't worry about me.
4. I miss spending time with you. =(
5. I hope that you're happy that you left her unguarded.
6. Pretty, pretty please go to prom! <3
7. Do you still like me?
8. I hope that we can still be friends.
9. Hope you're okay!
10. I wish you were here.
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Can you guess who is to who? I wonder...Must be difficult considering how I keep names quite confidential here. Hehe. ^^''
1. We really need to save money. =.=
2. Please accept me into CSULB! D=
3. Please don't worry about me.
4. I miss spending time with you. =(
5. I hope that you're happy that you left her unguarded.
6. Pretty, pretty please go to prom! <3
7. Do you still like me?
8. I hope that we can still be friends.
9. Hope you're okay!
10. I wish you were here.
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Can you guess who is to who? I wonder...Must be difficult considering how I keep names quite confidential here. Hehe. ^^''
Picture Diary #120
I hope, wish and pray with all my might that it's true. >.< Am I a fool? Le sigh.
Picture Diary #118 and Funfact #34
This picture reminded me of a dream I had one time! =O I was a neighbor to him and there was a huge backyard and a fence divided everything and every day around 4pm we'd meet up at the fence and talk and chill. =) Such a nice dream. ^^ .....so fluffy xD
Me = Definitely Gonna Do This One
It's simple enough. =)
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
Funfact #33
My cousin and her boyfriend are so cute.
Cousin: You're such a meanie!
Boyfriend: What the....how?
Cousin: You're such a monster.
Boyfriend: Because I'm a meanie?
Cousin: You chomped on my heart.
Boyfriend: -hugs her from behind, pulls her close and nuzzles against her hair-
Cousin: Help me! He's eating my head! -flails-
Boyfriend: Imma eat you! -gently noms on ear-
Cousin: -blushes-
Boyfriend: Am I still a meanie?
Cousin:......nods
Boyfriend: Jerk...-but smiles and keeps nuzzling-
Kyah~ Made me smile at least. =)
And now they're eating ice cream together on my couch and watching The Notebook...kinda ironic I think considering another couple was going to watch it today too. Haha. =)
Cousin: You're such a meanie!
Boyfriend: What the....how?
Cousin: You're such a monster.
Boyfriend: Because I'm a meanie?
Cousin: You chomped on my heart.
Boyfriend: -hugs her from behind, pulls her close and nuzzles against her hair-
Cousin: Help me! He's eating my head! -flails-
Boyfriend: Imma eat you! -gently noms on ear-
Cousin: -blushes-
Boyfriend: Am I still a meanie?
Cousin:......nods
Boyfriend: Jerk...-but smiles and keeps nuzzling-
Kyah~ Made me smile at least. =)
And now they're eating ice cream together on my couch and watching The Notebook...kinda ironic I think considering another couple was going to watch it today too. Haha. =)
Picture Diary #112
This seems kinda trippy. =) I want new sneaks with high tops or converse. My little sis has a pretty nice looking pair from Taiwan. Lucky girly. xD
Picture Diary #110 and Funfact #32
Hey! This reminded me of when we were playing the questions game. He asked me what was the best thing and the worst thing about him. And when I asked him the same thing, he couldn't think of a bad thing at first, but later on he said he did and he said that I lived too far. Haha. I remember saying, "Awww." And then something about feeling special. Hrm. Good memories. =)
Funfact #31
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q1MNMrg-TQE
BOA is one...lucky person. She can sing. She's pretty. She can dance. Same company as ShinEE. Got to dance with Minho! Haha. =) Totally deserves all the good things in life! Fighting BOA! =)
BOA is one...lucky person. She can sing. She's pretty. She can dance. Same company as ShinEE. Got to dance with Minho! Haha. =) Totally deserves all the good things in life! Fighting BOA! =)
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Sketchbook #19
Vice versa the characters and that's me sometimes. xD OoooOoOooooOoOOOooh the fluffiness. xD
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Sketchbook #17
I had a dream about this yesterday. o.o'' It was so weird. It was 2 years into the future and I was thinking about wannabe minho. It was kind of weird. I don't know if I drew myself in the future looking older than the one on the left. =\ Siiigh my anatomy needs work. =.=
The text scribbled on the top says: After two years...I'm still waiting
It really was weird! o.o'' Not surprising, but I was just at the beach walking around and remembering these random pieced together memories. .___.'' I wonder..if that's really going to happen. Interesting.
Picture Diary #108
A RED ferris wheel. =) I've only been on two. I hope I get to be on more in the future.
Picture Diary #107
Butterfly....what he gives me in my tummy a lot of the time. It's weird...I thought that was a phase. Should I still be getting butterflies? x3
Monday, August 23, 2010
Sketchbook #15 and Funfact #30
This one isn't in my sketchbook, but I kind of like it. Well...the idea of it anyway....I got bored the first day of school today in my last class for computer applications and just started practicing my quick sketching. They're more non-chibified versions of Jay and Kay. I hope the anatomy's right. x.x She's reading Tale of Two Cities! =) One of my favorite high school reading books. ^^ My favorite literature quote of all time came from this book! =D It's in chapter 13 by Carton! =D
I wish you to know that you have been the last dream of my soul.
Haha..I like it. It's not all that cliche, and it's so sad because Carton's story is such a sad one. There's a hint of sweetness in it though when he says that. =3
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Me = Last Day of Summer!
Church and then work. I think it's a pretty productive summer. =) I found out a lot about myself actually and from other people. There's parts of the summer where I felt like I was stuck, but I got through it. =) I hung out with Fae Mao afterwards. I find that in the end, there's always hope, even as pessimistic as I am, even as the bitter sarcastic comments slips off my tongue, I'm still always hoping and wishing for things in the end. I feel like I'm a selfish person to ask for strength though...just because I'm weak at times...I should be trying to stand on my own. x.x Not asking for strength. Sigh. Isn't that kind of ironic? I hope and I wish and I want to believe in things, but when I explain everything..I find myself spilling out all the negativity.
Negativity!...Piff! Try to be positive! I can do it! Still trying! School's starting! Perfect chance! I can do it!
Negativity!...Piff! Try to be positive! I can do it! Still trying! School's starting! Perfect chance! I can do it!
Sketchbook #14
I decided to name the girl and the guy. Guy is Jay and girl is Kay. JayKay, Love. =) It's like saying just kidding, love! ^^ I'm sorry....the dork parade ensues, but I kind of like it. ^^'' Heh..heh... x3
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Picture Diary #105
I have the silliest daydreams. One time, I thought about building these things with my future boyfriend. xD
Friday, August 20, 2010
Picture Diary #100
The Safest Wall in Korea :)
Chains of love at Seoul’s Namsan Tower. Young couples show their love for each other by locking a pair of padlocks to this fence. After throwing there keys down the tower <3
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Haha. Nice! =) I'd like to visit here someday. It's the 100th post! =)
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