Friday, May 28, 2010
Funfact #9
I recently have given a liking into rings. I've also discovered that my finger size is either a 5 or a 6. My fingers and hands are tiny. ._.'' Heh...heh...^^''
Picture Diary #7
I'm fond of those wish making kind of ideas, even if the idea is pretty corny. I really like how this picture ended up. It's like keeping wishes in a jar for yourself. =) It'd be nice to catch fireflies now that I think about it. I wonder what it would feel like to catch them. =D For some reason, I just imagine myself being like some hyper puppy jumping around trying to catch little white butterflies. x3
Monday, May 24, 2010
Picture Diary #6
Keys! =) I like these kind of macro pictures. Keys, keys, keys. Despite my usual annoyance at those corny concepts, I'm rather fond of the phrase:
"KEY TO MY HEART"
<3
^--Was that lame? Too much? x3
Funfact #8
I enjoy cold weather. My body just doesn't. It's a little hard to explain, but over the years...that's just the best way that I've come up with. I like the feeling of slowly chilling over? ._.'' Naw...that was pretty fail of an explanation.
I like running around and just walking around in rain. I've done it before and people have just looked at me weird, but I honestly don't care. ^^ It's fun for me and calming as well. I often wear short sleeves and tank tops.
To be honest, the only reason why I own jackets is to avoid a nagging from the mother. ^^'' Heh...heh...heh....Another reason is because once you get out of bed..there is a lack of that comfortable warmth and sometimes....when it's that early and when you're just that grumpy in the morning...a jacket helps bring the illusion that you're still in bed.
Haha...the unveiling of the lameness.
I like running around and just walking around in rain. I've done it before and people have just looked at me weird, but I honestly don't care. ^^ It's fun for me and calming as well. I often wear short sleeves and tank tops.
To be honest, the only reason why I own jackets is to avoid a nagging from the mother. ^^'' Heh...heh...heh....Another reason is because once you get out of bed..there is a lack of that comfortable warmth and sometimes....when it's that early and when you're just that grumpy in the morning...a jacket helps bring the illusion that you're still in bed.
Haha...the unveiling of the lameness.
Funfact #7
I love milk. Love is like an understatement too. Haha. =) I'm obsessed? Hrm...I wish there was a prettier word. HAHA. ^^'' Pity...pity...
I'm able to drink 2 gallons of milk through the duration of a day. Although...I don't know if I'm able to drink more. I've never tried it....
One of the things to put on the to-do-in-future-list?
>w<.......
Ahhhh...
The return of the dork.
I'm able to drink 2 gallons of milk through the duration of a day. Although...I don't know if I'm able to drink more. I've never tried it....
One of the things to put on the to-do-in-future-list?
>w<.......
Ahhhh...
The return of the dork.
Picture Diary #5
It's so fluffy looking!!! I love making little wishes with dandelions. =) When I was little, I'd daydream about running through a field of these and watching them fly around everywhere. Haha. ^^''
Funfact #6
I have a lot of sleeping habits.
1) I sleep when I'm bored.
2) I'm able to sleep in any weather and any volume of noise.
3) I'm deeply asleep when I curl up.
4) I prefer curling up when I sleep. I'm more comfortable that way.
5) When I'm trying not to fall asleep, I think of something that makes me angry. ._.'' 6) I've yet to come up with another method that works. xD
7) I've been told that I grab things when I sleep when I'm scared.
8) I've cried a couple times in my sleep. The very thought of that frustrates me a bit.
1) I sleep when I'm bored.
2) I'm able to sleep in any weather and any volume of noise.
3) I'm deeply asleep when I curl up.
4) I prefer curling up when I sleep. I'm more comfortable that way.
5) When I'm trying not to fall asleep, I think of something that makes me angry. ._.'' 6) I've yet to come up with another method that works. xD
7) I've been told that I grab things when I sleep when I'm scared.
8) I've cried a couple times in my sleep. The very thought of that frustrates me a bit.
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Me = Countdown to Finals and Title
9 more days until summer. Thank goodness. I can't wait until I'm sleeping for more than 12 hours a day. I plan to at least go to the beach twice this summer. I miss the beach so much. T^T I have acquired my strawberry Pocky boxes and two of them have fallen victims to the digestive system. They were delicious.
Korean candy is pretty good. It's like a creamy jolly rancher flavored soda candy, well at least the one I ate was like that. ^^'' Hrm. This week went by pretty fast. I should really start studying for some parts of history. I'm not that familiar with 60s and 70s' events. History and French...Yeah...I definitely need to study for that. There's so many tenses. Present, passe compose, imparfait. -___-'' Siigh. I heard that in French 3, there's even more tenses because we have to learn like 6 more. ._.'' OooOooOooOooh goody.
Hrm.....well at least after finals there's summer. =) That's always something to think about. ^^
Korean candy is pretty good. It's like a creamy jolly rancher flavored soda candy, well at least the one I ate was like that. ^^'' Hrm. This week went by pretty fast. I should really start studying for some parts of history. I'm not that familiar with 60s and 70s' events. History and French...Yeah...I definitely need to study for that. There's so many tenses. Present, passe compose, imparfait. -___-'' Siigh. I heard that in French 3, there's even more tenses because we have to learn like 6 more. ._.'' OooOooOooOooh goody.
Hrm.....well at least after finals there's summer. =) That's always something to think about. ^^
Picture Diary #4 and Funfact #5
My favorite flower is the white stargazer lily.
I enjoy white flowers overall. (ex: roses, lilies, daisies, alstromerias) I cannot stand red roses. It's so cliche and overrated. I also can't stand flowers in the house. They remind of me funerals, exactly like what Sandra Bullock said in the movie The Proposal. When she said that, it clicked and I was like...I'M LIKE THAT! I seriously thought I was the only weirdo that thought that way. ._.''
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Funfact #4
Even though I don't think "true love" exists. I do think that there's that special someone for everyone. They're not perfect, but there's someone out there perfect for you. It just has to do with compatibility. True love is just happy fluff and mush with those fireworks with all that Disney crap that comes with it. I'd rather be close friends with someone and then fall for them. Hrm....perhaps I'm just that insecure because I don't like feeling close with someone I barely know. Total opposite of Will from Good Will Hunting.
Will: So, when did you know, like, that she was the one for you?
Sean: October 21st, 1975.
Will: Jesus Christ. You know the fuckin' date?
Sean: Oh yeah. 'Cause it was Game 6 of the World Series. Biggest game in Red Sox history.
Will: Yeah, sure.
Sean: My friends and I had, you know, slept out on the sidewalk all night to get tickets.
Will: You got tickets?
Sean: Yep. Day of the game. I was sittin' in a bar, waitin' for the game to start, and in walks this girl. Oh, it was an amazing game, though. You know, bottom of the eighth, Carbo ties it up at 6-6. It went to twelve. Bottom of the twelfth, in stepped Carlton Fisk. Old Pudge. Steps up to the plate, you know, and he's got that weird stance.
Will: Yeah, yeah.
Sean: And BAM! He clocks it. High fly ball down the left field line! Thirty-five thousand people, on their feet, yellin' at the ball, but that's not because of Fisk. He's wavin' at the ball like a madman.
Will: Yeah, I've seen...
Sean: He's going, "Get over! Get over! Get OVER!" And then it HITS the foul pole. OH, he goes apeshit, and 35,000 fans, you know, they charge the field, you know?
Will: Yeah, and he's fuckin' bowlin' police out of the way!
Sean: Goin', "God! Get out of the way! Get 'em away!" Banging people...
Will: I can't fuckin' believe you had tickets to that fuckin' game!
Sean: Yeah!
Will: Did you rush the field?
Sean: [surprised at the question] No, I didn't rush the fuckin' field; I wasn't there.
Will: What?
Sean: No - I was in a bar havin' a drink with my future wife.
Will: You missed Pudge Fisk's home run?
Sean: Oh, yeah.
Will: To have a fuckin' drink with some lady you never met?
Sean: Yeah, but you shoulda seen her; she was a stunner.
Will: I don't care if Helen of Troy walks in the room, that's Game 6!
Sean: Oh, Helen of Troy...
Will: Oh my God; and who are these fuckin' friends of yours, they let you get away with that?
Sean: Oh... they had to.
Will: W-w-w-what'd you say to them?
Sean: I just slid my ticket across the table, and I said, "Sorry, guys; I gotta see about a girl."
Will: I gotta go see about a girl?
Sean: Yeah.
Will: That's what you said? And they let you get away with that?
Sean: Oh, yeah. They saw in my eyes that I meant it.
Will: You're kiddin' me.
Sean: No, I'm not kiddin' you, Will. That's why I'm not talkin' right now about some girl I saw at a bar twenty years ago and how I always regretted not going over and talking to her. I don't regret the 18 years I was married to Nancy. I don't regret the six years I had to give up counseling when she got sick. And I don't regret the last years when she got really sick. And I sure as hell don't regret missin' the damn game. That's regret.
[pause]
Will: Wow... Woulda been nice to catch that game, though.
Sean: [sheepishly] I didn't know Pudge was gonna hit a homer.
[Good Will Hunting] Fantastic movie by the way, but anyway...THAT'S the true love crap. My opinion? Dork got lucky. That's what I think.
Sean: You're not perfect, sport, and let me save you the suspense: this girl you've met, she's not perfect either. But the question is whether or not you're perfect for each other.
[Good Will Hunting] Okay...now THAT is MUCH better.
Skylar: .........But I can't, and that's my life and I deal with it. So don't put your shit on me when you're the one that's afraid.
Will: I'm afraid? What am I afraid of? What the fuck am I afraid of?
Skylar: You're afraid of me! You're afraid that I won't love you back! Fuck it, I wanna give it a shot! At least I'm honest with you.
[Good Will Hunting] I'm not sure why, but I rather like that last last. Go Skylar. =)
Honesty. Hrm. I pride myself with honesty although...it seems to get me in a lot of trouble now. Meh. =)
Will: So, when did you know, like, that she was the one for you?
Sean: October 21st, 1975.
Will: Jesus Christ. You know the fuckin' date?
Sean: Oh yeah. 'Cause it was Game 6 of the World Series. Biggest game in Red Sox history.
Will: Yeah, sure.
Sean: My friends and I had, you know, slept out on the sidewalk all night to get tickets.
Will: You got tickets?
Sean: Yep. Day of the game. I was sittin' in a bar, waitin' for the game to start, and in walks this girl. Oh, it was an amazing game, though. You know, bottom of the eighth, Carbo ties it up at 6-6. It went to twelve. Bottom of the twelfth, in stepped Carlton Fisk. Old Pudge. Steps up to the plate, you know, and he's got that weird stance.
Will: Yeah, yeah.
Sean: And BAM! He clocks it. High fly ball down the left field line! Thirty-five thousand people, on their feet, yellin' at the ball, but that's not because of Fisk. He's wavin' at the ball like a madman.
Will: Yeah, I've seen...
Sean: He's going, "Get over! Get over! Get OVER!" And then it HITS the foul pole. OH, he goes apeshit, and 35,000 fans, you know, they charge the field, you know?
Will: Yeah, and he's fuckin' bowlin' police out of the way!
Sean: Goin', "God! Get out of the way! Get 'em away!" Banging people...
Will: I can't fuckin' believe you had tickets to that fuckin' game!
Sean: Yeah!
Will: Did you rush the field?
Sean: [surprised at the question] No, I didn't rush the fuckin' field; I wasn't there.
Will: What?
Sean: No - I was in a bar havin' a drink with my future wife.
Will: You missed Pudge Fisk's home run?
Sean: Oh, yeah.
Will: To have a fuckin' drink with some lady you never met?
Sean: Yeah, but you shoulda seen her; she was a stunner.
Will: I don't care if Helen of Troy walks in the room, that's Game 6!
Sean: Oh, Helen of Troy...
Will: Oh my God; and who are these fuckin' friends of yours, they let you get away with that?
Sean: Oh... they had to.
Will: W-w-w-what'd you say to them?
Sean: I just slid my ticket across the table, and I said, "Sorry, guys; I gotta see about a girl."
Will: I gotta go see about a girl?
Sean: Yeah.
Will: That's what you said? And they let you get away with that?
Sean: Oh, yeah. They saw in my eyes that I meant it.
Will: You're kiddin' me.
Sean: No, I'm not kiddin' you, Will. That's why I'm not talkin' right now about some girl I saw at a bar twenty years ago and how I always regretted not going over and talking to her. I don't regret the 18 years I was married to Nancy. I don't regret the six years I had to give up counseling when she got sick. And I don't regret the last years when she got really sick. And I sure as hell don't regret missin' the damn game. That's regret.
[pause]
Will: Wow... Woulda been nice to catch that game, though.
Sean: [sheepishly] I didn't know Pudge was gonna hit a homer.
[Good Will Hunting] Fantastic movie by the way, but anyway...THAT'S the true love crap. My opinion? Dork got lucky. That's what I think.
Sean: You're not perfect, sport, and let me save you the suspense: this girl you've met, she's not perfect either. But the question is whether or not you're perfect for each other.
[Good Will Hunting] Okay...now THAT is MUCH better.
Skylar: .........But I can't, and that's my life and I deal with it. So don't put your shit on me when you're the one that's afraid.
Will: I'm afraid? What am I afraid of? What the fuck am I afraid of?
Skylar: You're afraid of me! You're afraid that I won't love you back! Fuck it, I wanna give it a shot! At least I'm honest with you.
[Good Will Hunting] I'm not sure why, but I rather like that last last. Go Skylar. =)
Honesty. Hrm. I pride myself with honesty although...it seems to get me in a lot of trouble now. Meh. =)
Monday, May 17, 2010
Picture Diary #3
I love this picture. It's so cute. ^^ Stars and light blue. ^^ It's so calming and it made me smile when I saw it. =) Hrm. Simple things make me happy a lot. ^^'' Haha. I'm such a dork.
Picture link: http://taziko.deviantart.com/art/ID-2009-115230959d
Funfact #3
I'm not afraid of gore and scary movies, but I am afraid of pools of blood. When Fei Mao and another friend of mine went to watch Nightmare on Elm Street with me, I got so bored at the movie theatre, but I freaked out at the pools of blood and when she was drowning in a pool of blood in the hallway.
Yeah...I'm weird. ._.'' I can take torture scenes too, and violence, juuuust not the ending result where the body's in its own little pool of blood. It just scares me. x.x It's weird though because I'm fine with like blood matted onto someone, like dried blood or caked blood or whatever. ._________________.''
Yeah. No more comment. =.=
Yeah...I'm weird. ._.'' I can take torture scenes too, and violence, juuuust not the ending result where the body's in its own little pool of blood. It just scares me. x.x It's weird though because I'm fine with like blood matted onto someone, like dried blood or caked blood or whatever. ._________________.''
Yeah. No more comment. =.=
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Me = Happy Owner of a Slinky!
Slinky! Slinky! I haven't owned a slinky since elementary school. And not just ANY slinky. It's huge! It's about 9 inches tall. =O [Note to self: Measure it tomorrow and picture.] Today was pretty fun. =) I played air hockey until my fingers were bruised and my elbow's scab reopened. xD Despite how it sounds, it was really fun, even though I suck at it. ^^'' Heh..heh...heh....-shifty eyes-
It was also pretty amusing watching a friend try to fit a huge jawbreaker into his mouth. He failed and then went to go back and ask the candy shop employee how to eat it. xD Fail. Anyways, he's pretty fun to hang out with, so props to him. There's starting to get a lot of misunderstandings floating around, but I personally think that it's annoying for people to just assume things right off the bat without asking me first, even though I can see where they're coming from.
I also found out that another friend isn't going to move in the end. Quite excited about that, even though I still have no idea what to do. But on the upper hand, there's now time! ^^ Think positively!
I got a present from Fei Mao. It's a really pretty card. I'll post up a picture tomorrow. It's a cheer-up-present because I've been quite irritated-unhappy-bunny lately. Thanks! <3
I had sashimi today and it was really good. My stomach was quite full by the end of the day, so I'm satisfied about that. ^^ Sushi, sushi~
What eeeeelse.......oh! Money for Pocky arrived, but I'm going to Vons tomorrow to pick it up. Things new these days seems to just revolve around food. ._.'' Sigh...~ Dolphin, you meanie face...you better be happy.. -________-
Wait..wait...no....be positive. ^^''
It was also pretty amusing watching a friend try to fit a huge jawbreaker into his mouth. He failed and then went to go back and ask the candy shop employee how to eat it. xD Fail. Anyways, he's pretty fun to hang out with, so props to him. There's starting to get a lot of misunderstandings floating around, but I personally think that it's annoying for people to just assume things right off the bat without asking me first, even though I can see where they're coming from.
I also found out that another friend isn't going to move in the end. Quite excited about that, even though I still have no idea what to do. But on the upper hand, there's now time! ^^ Think positively!
I got a present from Fei Mao. It's a really pretty card. I'll post up a picture tomorrow. It's a cheer-up-present because I've been quite irritated-unhappy-bunny lately. Thanks! <3
I had sashimi today and it was really good. My stomach was quite full by the end of the day, so I'm satisfied about that. ^^ Sushi, sushi~
What eeeeelse.......oh! Money for Pocky arrived, but I'm going to Vons tomorrow to pick it up. Things new these days seems to just revolve around food. ._.'' Sigh...~ Dolphin, you meanie face...you better be happy.. -________-
Wait..wait...no....be positive. ^^''
Picture Diary and Funfact #2
So I decided to combine the two because the picture reveals something about me. I LOVE STRAWBERRIES! I had my first one September of 2009 and I loved it. ^^ I like strawberry flavored things, but I utterly despise the color pink. Although, I've learned to tolerate it when it comes to food and strawberry flavors. =3 If I come across a sour strawberry, I enjoy them with condensed milk. [NOT whipped cream. That is just disgusting.]
Straw-bear-whees! ^^ <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Hrm....I'm really tired, but I'm waiting for a call. Oh...promises~ Siigh....
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Me = Blogger's Proposal
I've decided to post at least one fact about myself like the funfact game that me and Fei Mao made up for ourselves. =) That game is exclusive! xP But anyways, back to the point. One fact a day.
Also I've decided to post at least one picture I've found and comment on what I think about it. =) Perhaps, it'll motivate myself to see what I shall see within myself and how my thought process works so that I'm able to improve. I'm still trying...bit by bit. >.< Hope this helps.
I came across this girl on DeviantArt who writes quite a lot of prose. I absolutely adore her writing style. Her peices reminds me of the quote by Paul Valery, "Prose walking, poetry dancing." It's like the very writing is a part of her lifestyle. It's so beautiful. ^^
http://corina90.deviantart.com/
Funfact #1: I'm quite oblivious to my feelings. For example, if someone likes me, I'm oblivious to it until I'm told by them or by someone else. And it doesn't really help my cause that I'm also oblivious to myself liking other people. It just doesn't seem to hit me. ._____.'' Yeah...I fail. x3
I love the detail and how everything in the picture represents something. =)
8765 leaves
24 kinds of leaves
9 hearts, symbolising 9 years together
Haha. =) It's so well done. ^^ Details, details. I'm such a sucker for them. <3
Also I've decided to post at least one picture I've found and comment on what I think about it. =) Perhaps, it'll motivate myself to see what I shall see within myself and how my thought process works so that I'm able to improve. I'm still trying...bit by bit. >.< Hope this helps.
I came across this girl on DeviantArt who writes quite a lot of prose. I absolutely adore her writing style. Her peices reminds me of the quote by Paul Valery, "Prose walking, poetry dancing." It's like the very writing is a part of her lifestyle. It's so beautiful. ^^
http://corina90.deviantart.com/
Funfact #1: I'm quite oblivious to my feelings. For example, if someone likes me, I'm oblivious to it until I'm told by them or by someone else. And it doesn't really help my cause that I'm also oblivious to myself liking other people. It just doesn't seem to hit me. ._____.'' Yeah...I fail. x3
I love the detail and how everything in the picture represents something. =)
8765 leaves
24 kinds of leaves
9 hearts, symbolising 9 years together
Haha. =) It's so well done. ^^ Details, details. I'm such a sucker for them. <3
051510 Superhero
You don’t have to be super
To spread your cape and fly
I’ve already done it
When I was little and five
You don’t have to lift a car
To show off what you’ve got
Some have simply gone to the beach
And girls when it’s hot
You don’t have to fight crime
To show that you know wrong from right
You can see that in your actions
Not from a bright light in the night
You don’t have to use fists
To defeat those who have sinned
For what are you going to do?
If you can make a day if you’re kind and just grinned
You don’t have to have powers
To capture some girl’s heart
Just slowly get to know them
And be kind from the start
You don’t have to save me
To have me fall for you
You don’t have to be a superhero
To have me say, “I love you”
To spread your cape and fly
I’ve already done it
When I was little and five
You don’t have to lift a car
To show off what you’ve got
Some have simply gone to the beach
And girls when it’s hot
You don’t have to fight crime
To show that you know wrong from right
You can see that in your actions
Not from a bright light in the night
You don’t have to use fists
To defeat those who have sinned
For what are you going to do?
If you can make a day if you’re kind and just grinned
You don’t have to have powers
To capture some girl’s heart
Just slowly get to know them
And be kind from the start
You don’t have to save me
To have me fall for you
You don’t have to be a superhero
To have me say, “I love you”
Me = 10 lbs of Food.......OH-KAY!
Smirk. Fei Mao knows what I'm talking about. Anyways, a friend of ours claims that he has eaten 10 lbs of food at one sitting over at Hometown Buffet. Not like salad or dessert kind of thing. 10 lbs of MEAT. I was skeptical at first, but later agreed because if I didn't he would've repeated the same thing over and over again and I would've just spiraled into a land of irritation.
ANYWAYS, point is. Thaaaaaaaaaaat he can't. Or I refuse to believe that he can. Fei Mao and I went to Buca yesterday and really....we didn't eat 10 lbs of food and I was half full after 3 horus of straight eating. Granted that I eat slower than Fei Mao, but together we ate over 10,000 calories each. Yeah...I'm still hungry even after that. >.>'' I'm abnormal ._.'' Oh well. Abnormal eating habits and still hungry and weighting uver 100 pounds. Yeah......this is fantastically delicious. I have no idea what I'm talking about anymores. >.>''
Oh right, we went to Buca yesterday because it was a friend's graduation thing for graduating from law school. =) Congrats! ^^
10 pounds of food. "I'll buy him 10 lbs of meat and if he doesn't finish it, he owes me however much the meat costs." Well said. Well said indeed. =}
On another note, Fei Mao gave me a band aid yesterday to cover up the sad hole in my right elbow. Merci beaucoup. =)
ANYWAYS, point is. Thaaaaaaaaaaat he can't. Or I refuse to believe that he can. Fei Mao and I went to Buca yesterday and really....we didn't eat 10 lbs of food and I was half full after 3 horus of straight eating. Granted that I eat slower than Fei Mao, but together we ate over 10,000 calories each. Yeah...I'm still hungry even after that. >.>'' I'm abnormal ._.'' Oh well. Abnormal eating habits and still hungry and weighting uver 100 pounds. Yeah......this is fantastically delicious. I have no idea what I'm talking about anymores. >.>''
Oh right, we went to Buca yesterday because it was a friend's graduation thing for graduating from law school. =) Congrats! ^^
10 pounds of food. "I'll buy him 10 lbs of meat and if he doesn't finish it, he owes me however much the meat costs." Well said. Well said indeed. =}
On another note, Fei Mao gave me a band aid yesterday to cover up the sad hole in my right elbow. Merci beaucoup. =)
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Me = IT'S A GUSHER!!!
At least that's what I thought I should've yelled. My scab on my elbow ripped open and it was gushing for about 20 minutes. I even left a drop of blood on campus. ._.'' My legacyyyyy~? HAHA. Just messing! ^^ My friend was helping me clean it up and I felt like a little kid who fell off her bike for the first time. xD Lots of thanks to her! To be honest...I would've just left it until it scabbed again and then cleaned it up later. >.>'' I don't find the need to waste paper or water like that until cleaning up. Is that a bad habit? Or just an act of laziness? ._.'' Hrms.
Sooooooooooooooooooooo in the end, I didn't go to the mall, but I shall go tomorrow after school. xD Heh......I wonder if I should've went to the dance production...whatever....I'd rather exercise than spend 8 dollars to sleep. There is money that has to be saved here. xD Heh... ^^''
Sooooooooooooooooooooo in the end, I didn't go to the mall, but I shall go tomorrow after school. xD Heh......I wonder if I should've went to the dance production...whatever....I'd rather exercise than spend 8 dollars to sleep. There is money that has to be saved here. xD Heh... ^^''
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Me = A New Perspective
Beats. Pro. White.
Beats headphones. Those things are beautiful. W-O-W. -cue the flying hearts- Isn't it gorgeous? Unfortunately they come out in June and they're going to end up more than 400 dollars. I think my wallet is going to dream a wish its owner's heart makes until it has a mental breakdown because of course inanimate objects would cry for human beings. I mean doesn't your wallet do that for you?
Anyways, being nice turns out is actually easier than I thought. Hrm. This is turning out quite amusingly. =) Having another friend is actually pretty interesting. Perhaps there is a plus to being more social and disagreeing with someone on some aspects. You get to see new perspectives on things. Quite amusing indeed.
Anyways, I beat a friend in 7 out of 9 times in a chainsaw duel for Gears of War 2. I now have 7 boxes of strawberry pocky coming my way. This is going to be a happy weekend. =) A happy weekend indeed. ^^
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Me = Amused Over Shaved Ice
Yesterday I went to watch Nightmare on Elm Street. The movie was more comical than scary, and the only reason why I was scared was because of the pools of blood, but honestly everything else kind of bored me. I need to learn not to have to many expectations for horror films. This one didn't even give me nightmares. -.-'' Le sigh. Um...what else. After that my friends and I went to Curry House for lunch and then went to two places afterwards for shaved ice. Class 302 FTW. Over La Kaffa ANY DAY. Well I tried sliding down a McDonald's slide on a food tray on my stomach. I got my bad shoulder and right elbow scraped, but besides that, I think it was quite fun.
Anyways, this weekend I've spent 90 dollars. Good god. I have a spending problem. Luckily I had a money gig later on to make some of it come back, but still. I need to learn to control myself. My totoro wallet is going through extensive ranges of size at the moment. >.>'' Oi... x.x
Anyways, things just turned out for the even more confusing that I've had confirmation on my behavior to be in the wrong. Now...good. I've had this epiphany and people agree with it. What's next? Do something about it obviously, but do what? I've been advised not to force myself to make a special effort, but I'm quite sure how to stop this behavior in the first place. Ugh... Sometimes I feel like I'm wacking my brain for something to do that seems so simple and yet I'm missing the most crucial part of it all.
So today is Mother's Day. I've had at least 8 people ask me what I was going to do for my mother. In all honesty, my family doesn't celebrate anything really unless there's a grandparent there, but the most is just buying a cake and having whoever want it for breakfast the throughout the following week. Holidays, birthdays and anniversaries (I doubt any of them know when they're anniversary is...). I haven't celebrated my birthday for 6 years and my parents haven't shared anything except a house for the past 7. Luckily, they're kind to my little sister, who at least gets the cake and the birthday fussing of how big of a girl she is now. I'm happy for her at least. She was smart not to get caught up in the family drama. ^^ Quite proud of her.
Later, I'm going to go tinker with my laptop...since my father decided to make it die on me. If he had a superpower, he could make even the most user-friendly piece of technology hate you. I swear. -facepalm-
Cynical, cynical. Quite the cynic. I'll have to take another rain check on that sooner or later, but it's quite fun to be a cynic sometimes. Haha, aren't I the twisted icon of indifference?
Anyways, this weekend I've spent 90 dollars. Good god. I have a spending problem. Luckily I had a money gig later on to make some of it come back, but still. I need to learn to control myself. My totoro wallet is going through extensive ranges of size at the moment. >.>'' Oi... x.x
Anyways, things just turned out for the even more confusing that I've had confirmation on my behavior to be in the wrong. Now...good. I've had this epiphany and people agree with it. What's next? Do something about it obviously, but do what? I've been advised not to force myself to make a special effort, but I'm quite sure how to stop this behavior in the first place. Ugh... Sometimes I feel like I'm wacking my brain for something to do that seems so simple and yet I'm missing the most crucial part of it all.
So today is Mother's Day. I've had at least 8 people ask me what I was going to do for my mother. In all honesty, my family doesn't celebrate anything really unless there's a grandparent there, but the most is just buying a cake and having whoever want it for breakfast the throughout the following week. Holidays, birthdays and anniversaries (I doubt any of them know when they're anniversary is...). I haven't celebrated my birthday for 6 years and my parents haven't shared anything except a house for the past 7. Luckily, they're kind to my little sister, who at least gets the cake and the birthday fussing of how big of a girl she is now. I'm happy for her at least. She was smart not to get caught up in the family drama. ^^ Quite proud of her.
Later, I'm going to go tinker with my laptop...since my father decided to make it die on me. If he had a superpower, he could make even the most user-friendly piece of technology hate you. I swear. -facepalm-
Cynical, cynical. Quite the cynic. I'll have to take another rain check on that sooner or later, but it's quite fun to be a cynic sometimes. Haha, aren't I the twisted icon of indifference?
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Me = AP Craze Fears
APs APs APs So many people are taking them and so many people are freaking out over them. I'm taking AP classes next year and I'm already freaking out. People are skipping school JUST TO STUDY. That is one freaky test. x.x Siigh. Well, pictures are coming out soon. So I hope that goes well. I'm a little peeved for some reason. Sigh...well school's almost over at least. BEACH?! Yeah...hopefully.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
050210 .______.''
I have....no excuse. Period. xD Totally failed to keep up the attempt-to-blog-at-the-day-by-day-basis thing. But ummmm what can I say that would sum up the month without being overly ashamed that I haven't blogged in awhile. ._______.''
May 1st. There we go. =D -silence- Did that work? >-<''
Um.. asked someone to prom. They thought about it. Didn't go with that person in the end. So decided to go alone to spend time with two of my close friends at Universal Studios. Funny thing. In the end, I ended up going with this person from some other school. His friend asked me to go with him over a Facebook chat. Long story short...he didn't even ask and it was a mutual disinterest foundation that was made between us that we were going for our friends and not for each other. Let's just say this simply and straight to the point. He used me to go to the dance for friendship purposes? Pros and cons...Hrm. Well...considering how much cons there are...let's try to be optimistic and start with the pros here.
Pros:
I kind of? know him and at least have hung out with him before.
He has an amusing personality to poke fun at.
He can drive. (no matter how superficial that sounds..yeah yeah, keep judging..it's hard to find rides for every aspect for pre-prom crap preparations)
He's not awkward I guess...is that an important aspect? .___.'' -shrugs..-
Cons:
I had to make the boy a sandwich to get him to drive me around. -.-
He's....overly perverted. (aka.....he makes me feel like I want to bash his reproductive organ to nonexistence)
When he's with his male friends, their stupidity makes me want to blast music into my ears until I no longer hear their voices that irritate me.
Dry humping or some other sexual reference/sexist reference at least every 10 minutes or so... -.-
Quite the racist.. o.o'' And I thought Walnut people were bad.... >.>'' (but a least he's just joking around..but, for some reason..it kind of bothers me the way he says it..)
I have to make him another sandwich because I felt bad that he was still driving some people around afterwards like at 3am.
Not really a con (more amusing I think): He complained about his heavy dress shoes more than I complained about my 4 inch heels. -smirk- Wimp.
Um...ok, no more negativity... what happened that made it a good day.
SATs were easier this time than last time.
My make up/hair (shudder...can't believe I fell into that...) was at least tolerable.
Pictures were so fun! Haha.. =) I'll post some later when I get them.
Dancing was really fun too. Haha. <3
There was a dessert there that was like a mini apple pie the size of a dollar coin. (I swiped it and stuff it in my mouth ._.'')
Universal studios was quite pretty.
Got to hang out like at 3am in the morning. =)
Had like 4 scrambled eggs at 3am in the morning at Denny's. =) -happy bunny bounce-
But overall experience was really fun. I'd go next year. ^^
Oh right. Was going to go to another one. Instead not anymore because of some quite...disappointing complications that I failed to really plan, so yeah..it was my fault because I didn't really think things through. A little disappointed and was a little sad at first, buuut then again this one was really fun, soo I'm all right with it. =)
May 1st. There we go. =D -silence- Did that work? >-<''
Um.. asked someone to prom. They thought about it. Didn't go with that person in the end. So decided to go alone to spend time with two of my close friends at Universal Studios. Funny thing. In the end, I ended up going with this person from some other school. His friend asked me to go with him over a Facebook chat. Long story short...he didn't even ask and it was a mutual disinterest foundation that was made between us that we were going for our friends and not for each other. Let's just say this simply and straight to the point. He used me to go to the dance for friendship purposes? Pros and cons...Hrm. Well...considering how much cons there are...let's try to be optimistic and start with the pros here.
Pros:
I kind of? know him and at least have hung out with him before.
He has an amusing personality to poke fun at.
He can drive. (no matter how superficial that sounds..yeah yeah, keep judging..it's hard to find rides for every aspect for pre-prom crap preparations)
He's not awkward I guess...is that an important aspect? .___.'' -shrugs..-
Cons:
I had to make the boy a sandwich to get him to drive me around. -.-
He's....overly perverted. (aka.....he makes me feel like I want to bash his reproductive organ to nonexistence)
When he's with his male friends, their stupidity makes me want to blast music into my ears until I no longer hear their voices that irritate me.
Dry humping or some other sexual reference/sexist reference at least every 10 minutes or so... -.-
Quite the racist.. o.o'' And I thought Walnut people were bad.... >.>'' (but a least he's just joking around..but, for some reason..it kind of bothers me the way he says it..)
I have to make him another sandwich because I felt bad that he was still driving some people around afterwards like at 3am.
Not really a con (more amusing I think): He complained about his heavy dress shoes more than I complained about my 4 inch heels. -smirk- Wimp.
Um...ok, no more negativity... what happened that made it a good day.
SATs were easier this time than last time.
My make up/hair (shudder...can't believe I fell into that...) was at least tolerable.
Pictures were so fun! Haha.. =) I'll post some later when I get them.
Dancing was really fun too. Haha. <3
There was a dessert there that was like a mini apple pie the size of a dollar coin. (I swiped it and stuff it in my mouth ._.'')
Universal studios was quite pretty.
Got to hang out like at 3am in the morning. =)
Had like 4 scrambled eggs at 3am in the morning at Denny's. =) -happy bunny bounce-
But overall experience was really fun. I'd go next year. ^^
Oh right. Was going to go to another one. Instead not anymore because of some quite...disappointing complications that I failed to really plan, so yeah..it was my fault because I didn't really think things through. A little disappointed and was a little sad at first, buuut then again this one was really fun, soo I'm all right with it. =)
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