I know I am faltering.
Especially with my flickering yes and no choices whether or not to agree to spend blissful, teasing hours because I do not know if I could be able to handle being so close to you for that long and not be able to tumble out words that I fear would scare you away.
I know I am indecisive.
Especially with my decisions that waver whenever I try to convince myself whether or not to look up at your perfect eyes that make me feel like I have to retreat into a corner in order to double check that I could still breathe.
I know I am difficult to read.
Especially with my stiffening posture whenever you approach me and envelop me in your warm embrace because it is not every day that someone comes along and makes my heart borrow a hummingbird's wings without knowing it.
I know I am swinging on the fence.
Especially with my small voice in the back of my head that eggs me on to please tell myself to stop thinking about you because it does not matter if you were the first to make me understand what butterflies in your stomach were.
I know I am weird.
Especially with my awkward behavior and tendency to end up by myself somewhere listening to my own thoughts twirl around my mind, even if we were at the noisiest, jubilant party ever because somewhere along the way, something will remind me of some joke we share, your mesmerizing smile, your laugh that is imprinted into my memory……no, you know what? Never mind, something will just remind me of you regardless.
Well.....yeah...
I know…
I am...just like that.
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