Not the actual sushi...although I so wish.
http://allthingspaper-annmartin.blogspot.com/2009/08/clare-wongoilan.html
Isn't it cool? :) I rather thought it was enjoyable to see. ^^
SuckerPunch tomorrow with Fae Mao and Nikki. Don't really care about how people say it's just a live anime video game. Yeah..um..that's the point? >.>'' And I don't understand how critics explain how the movie doesn't make sense...the girl is locked away in a mental asylum, how much logic..do you expect her to have compared to a supposedly normal human being? Just sit and enjoy the visuals. Thanks.
Grandparents are coming next Thursday. I foresee a very blatant wavering mindset in the near future. Although soon afterwards shall be Wicked and a Ski Trip. I currently have money to rent a snowboard. Yep!
The idea of dispersing away in different directions reminds me of a panicked population in a city when there is an alien invasion taking place, which is currently what I am experiencing. Just thought throw up and panic, but I suppose that is what happens when you become attached to someone. The idea of leaving is fairly an ugly reality that just is very unappealing in every aspect. I guess this is a chance to be truly independent if I have to play the optimistic role.
I have to be saving for prom...which is..hm....I don't know. The idea of prom is pretty fun, but the idea of spending that horrid amount is not. Groans. Hopefully, I won't have to pay everything I guess....
I'm hungry. -goes off to find food-
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Me = COLLEGE YIPS
How I Met Your Mother has taught me some things. TV shows overall have taught me quite a few things. Fae Mao....taught me many things. Life....don't get me cliche-ly started. ANYWAYS.....
(since I'm at work, but technically I feel the need to rant..here it goes...)
TO UCSD: You are TOTALLY MISSING OUT by not accepting my best friend. YEAH, I said it.
TO CSUF: PLEASE TELL ME IF I'M ACCEPTED OR NOT SOON! ;^;
TO WORK: This is NOT what I wanted when I mean that I wanted a little extra money on the side.
TO HIM: SHADDUP AND JUST LOOK AT ME FOR WHO I AM, NOT FOR WHO I WAS.
TO....UGH: STOP CALLING ME. I'M NOT YOUR THERAPIST. I'M NOT ANYBODY. I'M NOBODY.
TO STRESS: You will be the end of me someday.
TO MUSIC: Thanks for helping out so much.
TO BFF: SUCKS TO BE THAT COLLEGE BECAUSE THEY ARE MISSING OUT! D=
TO SCHOOL: END ALREADY! =.=
(since I'm at work, but technically I feel the need to rant..here it goes...)
TO UCSD: You are TOTALLY MISSING OUT by not accepting my best friend. YEAH, I said it.
TO CSUF: PLEASE TELL ME IF I'M ACCEPTED OR NOT SOON! ;^;
TO WORK: This is NOT what I wanted when I mean that I wanted a little extra money on the side.
TO HIM: SHADDUP AND JUST LOOK AT ME FOR WHO I AM, NOT FOR WHO I WAS.
TO....UGH: STOP CALLING ME. I'M NOT YOUR THERAPIST. I'M NOT ANYBODY. I'M NOBODY.
TO STRESS: You will be the end of me someday.
TO MUSIC: Thanks for helping out so much.
TO BFF: SUCKS TO BE THAT COLLEGE BECAUSE THEY ARE MISSING OUT! D=
TO SCHOOL: END ALREADY! =.=
Chickenscratch #12
You know what's weird....ACTUALLY BELIEVING THIS KIND OF STUFF. It's weird. It's just burned into my mind now and the fact that this character in my dream is experiencing this is just...huh? It's confusing......
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The first time that she realized that she had feelings for him socked her right in the stomach. It was like a freight train of panicking horror and courageous shock. She had always just assumed that she admired him and was thankful to him for being there for her when she felt like she was going to just snap from thinking too much. A stampede of conflictions rammed into her head like those final battles in action movies. She was barely starting a life on her own. She always wanted to see him when she wished for someone to be there for her. He would never see her that way. His personality matched up with hers in so many ways. She would only hinder him from his dream girl, from improving himself and meeting new people. She wanted to be that dream girl. He would only be tied down. She wanted to be the one who anchored him when he needed it.
Excusing herself to the bathroom, she quickly left and she could only hear her heels clack against the tiled floor of the restaurant. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. It was a constant siren, blaring the realization and burning into her consciousness. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my……freaking…GOD! Why…Why did it have to be him…..it just made things so much more complicated. It just blazed against the frazzled ends of her nerves. She didn't love him, but she felt just complicated things. It felt beautiful and graceful, but careless and selfish. It was gently bittersweet, but sinfully smoldering. She braced herself against the side of the sink and splashed cold water on her face. Her cheeks had been too cherry-colored for her liking. She slowly closed her eyes, breathed, and then counted backwards from ten, telling herself that once she was at zero that she would be fine and go back completely normal. 10…(This felt…so far-fetched.) 9…(This just had to be absolutely impossible.) 8…(She just had a crazy, abnormal thought.) 7…(It didn't matter even if it was true.) 6…(Nothing would happen even if she did go for it.) 5…(It would only end in heartbreak.) 4…(How could she think so inappropriately?) 3…(Nothing would matter.) 2…(She would stand her ground.) 1…(She was thinking too much again. Hahaha.) 0.
She opened her eyes, fixed her hair, and went back outside to the table where he was with their friend who they haven't seen in a really long time.
"It's my turn to go to the bathroom now," he got up and left the table.
"So, I'm curious…" she started and their friend looked up at her, "What kind of guy do you think I want?"
"One who leaves you alone because you're independent and one who's able to show that he cares, even though on the outside he may not look it. One who knows how to have fun and knows what you like, but is willing to try new things. One who will let be depressed."
Check. Check. Check. Check. Check. Check. Hm…nope. Last one was off, but her interested look didn't betray her. She had to play her cards right. This theory their friend had was interesting. It kind of sucked though that the two of them were in his "database" now and that everything was going to get a lot harder. It was….it was simply just annoying. She immediately rejected the thought as soon as it tried to crawl back.
"You're partly wrong," she said simply just when he came back from the bathroom.
"About?"
"This is interesting. Figure it out," she challenged and smirked. She was pretty sure that it didn't occur to him that all she wanted was right there, but it was too late. She already knew that he was picky and she already knew that she didn't fit the criteria. In the end, she just wasn't what he was looking for. She had far too long of a time to wait. She spent the rest of the night that day laughing and listening to theories. Lots and lots of theories. Interesting ones. Ones she understood. Ones she challenged. All of them, in the end accepted, completely.
"Why so serious? That's my favorite line, and it's true. Life is just a game…." Their friend kept going, but by the time she got home she wouldn't be able to recall the words quite so accurately, but the message had come across just fine, nice and loud and perfectly cookie-cutter simple.
A game. She had heard the saying before many a time, but the way their friend had explained it, made perfect sense. Fully aware that she was a sore loser, she smirked. She loved a challenge. (The backward countdown she had with her reflection in the bathroom was long forgotten.) If life was a game, then she was going to comply and play. Let this fantastic learning experience start. Let this wonderfully simple game begin.
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The first time that she realized that she had feelings for him socked her right in the stomach. It was like a freight train of panicking horror and courageous shock. She had always just assumed that she admired him and was thankful to him for being there for her when she felt like she was going to just snap from thinking too much. A stampede of conflictions rammed into her head like those final battles in action movies. She was barely starting a life on her own. She always wanted to see him when she wished for someone to be there for her. He would never see her that way. His personality matched up with hers in so many ways. She would only hinder him from his dream girl, from improving himself and meeting new people. She wanted to be that dream girl. He would only be tied down. She wanted to be the one who anchored him when he needed it.
Excusing herself to the bathroom, she quickly left and she could only hear her heels clack against the tiled floor of the restaurant. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god. It was a constant siren, blaring the realization and burning into her consciousness. Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my……freaking…GOD! Why…Why did it have to be him…..it just made things so much more complicated. It just blazed against the frazzled ends of her nerves. She didn't love him, but she felt just complicated things. It felt beautiful and graceful, but careless and selfish. It was gently bittersweet, but sinfully smoldering. She braced herself against the side of the sink and splashed cold water on her face. Her cheeks had been too cherry-colored for her liking. She slowly closed her eyes, breathed, and then counted backwards from ten, telling herself that once she was at zero that she would be fine and go back completely normal. 10…(This felt…so far-fetched.) 9…(This just had to be absolutely impossible.) 8…(She just had a crazy, abnormal thought.) 7…(It didn't matter even if it was true.) 6…(Nothing would happen even if she did go for it.) 5…(It would only end in heartbreak.) 4…(How could she think so inappropriately?) 3…(Nothing would matter.) 2…(She would stand her ground.) 1…(She was thinking too much again. Hahaha.) 0.
She opened her eyes, fixed her hair, and went back outside to the table where he was with their friend who they haven't seen in a really long time.
"It's my turn to go to the bathroom now," he got up and left the table.
"So, I'm curious…" she started and their friend looked up at her, "What kind of guy do you think I want?"
"One who leaves you alone because you're independent and one who's able to show that he cares, even though on the outside he may not look it. One who knows how to have fun and knows what you like, but is willing to try new things. One who will let be depressed."
Check. Check. Check. Check. Check. Check. Hm…nope. Last one was off, but her interested look didn't betray her. She had to play her cards right. This theory their friend had was interesting. It kind of sucked though that the two of them were in his "database" now and that everything was going to get a lot harder. It was….it was simply just annoying. She immediately rejected the thought as soon as it tried to crawl back.
"You're partly wrong," she said simply just when he came back from the bathroom.
"About?"
"This is interesting. Figure it out," she challenged and smirked. She was pretty sure that it didn't occur to him that all she wanted was right there, but it was too late. She already knew that he was picky and she already knew that she didn't fit the criteria. In the end, she just wasn't what he was looking for. She had far too long of a time to wait. She spent the rest of the night that day laughing and listening to theories. Lots and lots of theories. Interesting ones. Ones she understood. Ones she challenged. All of them, in the end accepted, completely.
"Why so serious? That's my favorite line, and it's true. Life is just a game…." Their friend kept going, but by the time she got home she wouldn't be able to recall the words quite so accurately, but the message had come across just fine, nice and loud and perfectly cookie-cutter simple.
A game. She had heard the saying before many a time, but the way their friend had explained it, made perfect sense. Fully aware that she was a sore loser, she smirked. She loved a challenge. (The backward countdown she had with her reflection in the bathroom was long forgotten.) If life was a game, then she was going to comply and play. Let this fantastic learning experience start. Let this wonderfully simple game begin.
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Me = Self-Proclaimed-Population-Agreed Klutz
So....today was the day that I returned to play basketball on Work out Tuesdays. (Also known as Vegan Tuesdays, which is successful still so far.) Yeah....I don't crash into someone really is the problem. I don't trip over someone's foot. I trip on myself and go tumbling onto the blacktop. Sometimes I just want to smash myself in the face until I have a Voldemort nose. (Did you get it?)
Anyways, knee is scrapped, but no stranger to the right knee having a scar..so that's nothing to really rant about. Right elbow is a little scratched, but it's already scabbing, so no blood. What is injured is also the fact that the ball seemed to bounce off the top of my head and smartly onto the spot where I just so happened to crash into the bathtub a couple days ago with the defense major moment number infinity. Anyways...I don't know if it's swollen or bruised...and neither am I curious enough to paw my head to really find out.
MORE IMPORTANTLY. I really want to do something major for the victims in Japan. I don't care if there are racial or religious videos going around mentioning the disaster. I just hope that those people learn to open their hearts and help. I'm not scared of them, but rather I'm scared for them. They're going to get a lot of crap for thinking like that, even if this country promises freedom of speech. There is a lot of stuff that society can just beat your butt cheeks and leave you out in the cold for. I just really want to help. Set up something major...Please. I'm not really a person of praying, but my thoughts really go out to these people. Sigh.
Anyways, knee is scrapped, but no stranger to the right knee having a scar..so that's nothing to really rant about. Right elbow is a little scratched, but it's already scabbing, so no blood. What is injured is also the fact that the ball seemed to bounce off the top of my head and smartly onto the spot where I just so happened to crash into the bathtub a couple days ago with the defense major moment number infinity. Anyways...I don't know if it's swollen or bruised...and neither am I curious enough to paw my head to really find out.
MORE IMPORTANTLY. I really want to do something major for the victims in Japan. I don't care if there are racial or religious videos going around mentioning the disaster. I just hope that those people learn to open their hearts and help. I'm not scared of them, but rather I'm scared for them. They're going to get a lot of crap for thinking like that, even if this country promises freedom of speech. There is a lot of stuff that society can just beat your butt cheeks and leave you out in the cold for. I just really want to help. Set up something major...Please. I'm not really a person of praying, but my thoughts really go out to these people. Sigh.
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Me = First Expo and First Macaroon
So today was the day that I experienced another first. I went to an expo and this one was the Natural Products West Expo over at the Anaheim Convention Center. Pretty interesting. Vegan recipes, vegetarian selections and all natural food. I ate so many sweet things that I'm...just good for awhile, but it wasn't that it was bad. I wouldn't mind eating them again..it was just that the sugar intake was just all condensed within the time span of about 4 hours that my taste buds would be hissing if they had the capability of morphing into the appearance of a cat.
I tried my first macaroon today as well and it was coffee flavored, so I was a bit hyper for awhile, but I toned it down a lot..so quite proud of that. ^^'' ANYWAYS...gelato is apparently pretty good, but then again I think...I've had it before, I'm not quite sure. Vegan whole turkey was pretty darn good, as well as the vegan chicken alfredo. So at these expos, you get freebies. I got lip balm some chip bags, water in the outer appearance of a caprisun pack, a green sticker from the Yumnuts booth that says "nuts about green," and a pin that says "give peas a chance." My other friends who went with me got some kitchen supplies, water, this rather strange tasting pomegranate dragonfruit drink that I'm not quite fond of, but still grateful for them thinking about me, canola oil, guacamole starter, enzyme kitchen spray cleaner, which apparently is biodegradable, which I find pretty interesting. There were also displays of organic diapers (which were heck-darn expensive), this vegan pizza with substitute cheese made from tapioca that tasted EXACTLY like cheese (sidenote: thank goodness, there's hope after all to become a vegan..), this interesting honey covered candy at a chocolate booth, grilled cheese at the Rodi's booth, very cute natural bars of soap, and this mysterious booth that sold brightly colored squid hats that I grew rather fond of every time I saw a passing person wearing one.
So I took enough pictures to make two camera batteries hate me and I'm uploading them online. Free things...uhhh yeah. I'm definitely going next year. Instead of one day, three days thank you very much.
Some of the booths there had absolutely incredible designs. Hanging globes covered in flowers. A tree house that seemed to have the color scheme inspired from the house in the movie Up. A charming little tropical stand. Towering vivid flowers about as tall as a doorway. Another little booth seemingly inspired by the traditional Apple white interior and smooth, but simple design. There was one booth that I really liked where the brand was just called Kind. (http://www.kindsnacks.com/) Their business cards were very sleekly glossed with the header: You have been KINDED. Pass it on. I found it again rather(seemingly repeating word today) charming.
Anyways..I'm home now, trapped within the same perimeter as my slowly becoming more tolerable bit by bit father and his friend who are drinking, which makes me crinkle my nose because they're just......jerks when they do that.
I tried my first macaroon today as well and it was coffee flavored, so I was a bit hyper for awhile, but I toned it down a lot..so quite proud of that. ^^'' ANYWAYS...gelato is apparently pretty good, but then again I think...I've had it before, I'm not quite sure. Vegan whole turkey was pretty darn good, as well as the vegan chicken alfredo. So at these expos, you get freebies. I got lip balm some chip bags, water in the outer appearance of a caprisun pack, a green sticker from the Yumnuts booth that says "nuts about green," and a pin that says "give peas a chance." My other friends who went with me got some kitchen supplies, water, this rather strange tasting pomegranate dragonfruit drink that I'm not quite fond of, but still grateful for them thinking about me, canola oil, guacamole starter, enzyme kitchen spray cleaner, which apparently is biodegradable, which I find pretty interesting. There were also displays of organic diapers (which were heck-darn expensive), this vegan pizza with substitute cheese made from tapioca that tasted EXACTLY like cheese (sidenote: thank goodness, there's hope after all to become a vegan..), this interesting honey covered candy at a chocolate booth, grilled cheese at the Rodi's booth, very cute natural bars of soap, and this mysterious booth that sold brightly colored squid hats that I grew rather fond of every time I saw a passing person wearing one.
So I took enough pictures to make two camera batteries hate me and I'm uploading them online. Free things...uhhh yeah. I'm definitely going next year. Instead of one day, three days thank you very much.
Some of the booths there had absolutely incredible designs. Hanging globes covered in flowers. A tree house that seemed to have the color scheme inspired from the house in the movie Up. A charming little tropical stand. Towering vivid flowers about as tall as a doorway. Another little booth seemingly inspired by the traditional Apple white interior and smooth, but simple design. There was one booth that I really liked where the brand was just called Kind. (http://www.kindsnacks.com/) Their business cards were very sleekly glossed with the header: You have been KINDED. Pass it on. I found it again rather(seemingly repeating word today) charming.
Anyways..I'm home now, trapped within the same perimeter as my slowly becoming more tolerable bit by bit father and his friend who are drinking, which makes me crinkle my nose because they're just......jerks when they do that.
Me = Planning 2011 Summer
It has come to my attention that I must travel and enjoy many places this upcoming summer and I have decided to make a list of said fantastical many places.
Disneyland
Downtown Disney
California Adventures
Descanso Gardens
Sakura Ichi
Los Angeles County Museum of Art
Cerritos Library
Huntington Beach (or just any...beach...)
Irvine Spectrum
Santa Monica Pier
Raging Waters
Disney Expo (end of August)
Taiwan
Papyrus
South Coast Plaza
Ontario Mills (kind of want to go to Rainforest Cafe again for their roast beef.....drool-worthy..)
Updated (2011.03.14)
The Grove
Korean Town
Anime Expo (beginning of July)
E3 Expo (weekend right after anime expo) - heard of it and it seems interesting..hm.
Reminder to self:
https://register.rcsreg.com/r2/anime2011/ga/top.html (anime expo)
http://disneyland.disney.go.com/tickets/ (disneyland)
http://www.e3expo.com/ (E3 expo)
Disneyland
Downtown Disney
California Adventures
Descanso Gardens
Sakura Ichi
Los Angeles County Museum of Art
Cerritos Library
Huntington Beach (or just any...beach...)
Irvine Spectrum
Santa Monica Pier
Raging Waters
Disney Expo (end of August)
Taiwan
Papyrus
South Coast Plaza
Ontario Mills (kind of want to go to Rainforest Cafe again for their roast beef.....drool-worthy..)
Updated (2011.03.14)
The Grove
Korean Town
Anime Expo (beginning of July)
E3 Expo (weekend right after anime expo) - heard of it and it seems interesting..hm.
Reminder to self:
https://register.rcsreg.com/r2/anime2011/ga/top.html (anime expo)
http://disneyland.disney.go.com/tickets/ (disneyland)
http://www.e3expo.com/ (E3 expo)
Friday, March 11, 2011
Me = Embracing the Title
Gluttony. Empress Fatty. Empress Fatass. Fatty Mentality. Pretty much to sum up 94 pounds of skin and bones. Yep...and today I embraced these....titles.
So for dinner I had:
- Chipotle bowl with extra cheese
- a vat of homemade ramen
- a few Thin Mints
- some curry on top of rice
- hummus and whole wheat pita bread
- an organic apple
- 2 mini bagels with cream cheese
AND not full..........
I need to rethink this...erm...weight...gaining thing. >____________________________>
So for dinner I had:
- Chipotle bowl with extra cheese
- a vat of homemade ramen
- a few Thin Mints
- some curry on top of rice
- hummus and whole wheat pita bread
- an organic apple
- 2 mini bagels with cream cheese
AND not full..........
I need to rethink this...erm...weight...gaining thing. >____________________________>
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