Sunday, February 13, 2011

Picture Diary #314


Hehe. ^^

Picture Diary #313


Pree-taaaay trippy. :D

Friday, February 11, 2011

Me = Amused with Vocabulary

Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school (what is someone really had this? o.O)
Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia- Fear of blood (does this qualify if its like blood puddles or blood on my hands?)
Hippopotomonstrosesquipedaliophobia- Fear of long words (this one always made me chuckle)
Sinophobia- Fear of Chinese, Chinese culture (is having the word sin in this word just coincidence or racist? haha. xD)
Tonitrophobia- Fear of thunder (not really...but I do tremble a little..bad habit)

Is there a fear of thinking too much? o.O'' Hmmmm.

Well finding out the different types of phobias always sparked my interest. Now..back to washing the dishes I go.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Me = "Kindness is a precious gift."

As well as compassion. I think that having someone who you aren't afraid to have read you like an open book is something to really cherish. It's nice. It's rare and to be able to open yourself up to that kind of level is something that I wanted. I think that I'm very lucky to be able to have it.

I'm still trying, and I will do my best to pursue what's right and stand up for what's right. In all honesty, I despise conflict and I try to stay away from it, but...no, I can't do that now. Thanks for putting up with my hesitation and selfish wish to go to the park to calm down.

"There's no problem that doesn't have a solution."

Thank you Ge Ge. Hope that you're resting because you were coughing and you were freezing your butt cheeks off. ^^

Chickenscratch #5

She sipped her passion fruit green tea slowly and stared off blankly at the last fried tofu that was lightly sprinkled with pepper. The person sitting across from her knew better than to think that she was eying it because she wanted it, but he also knew that what she wanted more than anything else in the world was a simple life.

"What are you thinking about?" She blinked away the shine. Ah, someone was home.

"Hm?" She looked off to the side and slightly looked at him and pushed the plate with the tofu towards him. He shook his head and curiously gave her an encouraging look.

"You can have it." She blinked again and quickly stabbed the last tofu with the kabob stick right in the middle, and then popped it into her mouth. The way she held the kabob stick made it look like she was holding a weapon to defend herself. He decided to watch the tv over her shoulder since he was bored.

She swallowed and sipped at her drink again. Then her eyes glazed over as she dazed off again. He slightly frowned and went to tend tn his phone. Although, he knew that she'd tell him eventually.

"I don't know what I'm doing.." she said so quietly that if he wasn't paying attention, he would've thought she didn't say anything at all. He looked up and watched as she was playing some sort of game where she was trying to spear the leftover crumbs on the plate with the kabob stick.

"I'm...not sure what you're doing either."

"No..I mean...I don't know if I'm teaching her right. I don't know what I'm doing half the time." She didn't have to look up to know that he was watching her seriously. She didn't have to explain further either because she trusted him to understand. He was smart like that.

"Do you know why it's better to have experience than knowledge?"

He had a way with words...that made everything just make sense to her. A kind of way that would teach, encourage and comfort her all in one. Afterwards, she would still think on it and it would overwhelm her and make her cry, but it didn't matter. A little after that, she'd be at home brushing her finger against a dream catcher's chime that he gave her so that it would sing and make her favorite sound.

She smiled warmly as she thought of him. Kindness was such a precious gift.

"Jie Jie?" a small voice called. She turned her attention to the small girl in her bed. She heard the sniffles and was reminded of her own when she was biting her lip and in his arms.

"Jie Jie's here. Don't cry."

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I know it's not very good, but this is an entry that means a lot to me. I want to remember it.

Reminder to self: I can do it. I won't give up.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011