Picture Diary #4 and Funfact #5

My favorite flower is the white stargazer lily.

I enjoy white flowers overall. (ex: roses, lilies, daisies, alstromerias) I cannot stand red roses. It's so cliche and overrated. I also can't stand flowers in the house. They remind of me funerals, exactly like what Sandra Bullock said in the movie The Proposal. When she said that, it clicked and I was like...I'M LIKE THAT! I seriously thought I was the only weirdo that thought that way. ._.''

Funfact #4

Even though I don't think "true love" exists. I do think that there's that special someone for everyone. They're not perfect, but there's someone out there perfect for you. It just has to do with compatibility. True love is just happy fluff and mush with those fireworks with all that Disney crap that comes with it. I'd rather be close friends with someone and then fall for them. Hrm....perhaps I'm just that insecure because I don't like feeling close with someone I barely know. Total opposite of Will from Good Will Hunting.

Will: So, when did you know, like, that she was the one for you?
Sean: October 21st, 1975.
Will: Jesus Christ. You know the fuckin' date?
Sean: Oh yeah. 'Cause it was Game 6 of the World Series. Biggest game in Red Sox history.
Will: Yeah, sure.
Sean: My friends and I had, you know, slept out on the sidewalk all night to get tickets.
Will: You got tickets?
Sean: Yep. Day of the game. I was sittin' in a bar, waitin' for the game to start, and in walks this girl. Oh, it was an amazing game, though. You know, bottom of the eighth, Carbo ties it up at 6-6. It went to twelve. Bottom of the twelfth, in stepped Carlton Fisk. Old Pudge. Steps up to the plate, you know, and he's got that weird stance.
Will: Yeah, yeah.
Sean: And BAM! He clocks it. High fly ball down the left field line! Thirty-five thousand people, on their feet, yellin' at the ball, but that's not because of Fisk. He's wavin' at the ball like a madman.
Will: Yeah, I've seen...
Sean: He's going, "Get over! Get over! Get OVER!" And then it HITS the foul pole. OH, he goes apeshit, and 35,000 fans, you know, they charge the field, you know?
Will: Yeah, and he's fuckin' bowlin' police out of the way!
Sean: Goin', "God! Get out of the way! Get 'em away!" Banging people...
Will: I can't fuckin' believe you had tickets to that fuckin' game!
Sean: Yeah!
Will: Did you rush the field?
Sean: [surprised at the question] No, I didn't rush the fuckin' field; I wasn't there.
Will: What?
Sean: No - I was in a bar havin' a drink with my future wife.
Will: You missed Pudge Fisk's home run?
Sean: Oh, yeah.
Will: To have a fuckin' drink with some lady you never met?
Sean: Yeah, but you shoulda seen her; she was a stunner.
Will: I don't care if Helen of Troy walks in the room, that's Game 6!
Sean: Oh, Helen of Troy...
Will: Oh my God; and who are these fuckin' friends of yours, they let you get away with that?
Sean: Oh... they had to.
Will: W-w-w-what'd you say to them?
Sean: I just slid my ticket across the table, and I said, "Sorry, guys; I gotta see about a girl."
Will: I gotta go see about a girl?
Sean: Yeah.
Will: That's what you said? And they let you get away with that?
Sean: Oh, yeah. They saw in my eyes that I meant it.
Will: You're kiddin' me.
Sean: No, I'm not kiddin' you, Will. That's why I'm not talkin' right now about some girl I saw at a bar twenty years ago and how I always regretted not going over and talking to her. I don't regret the 18 years I was married to Nancy. I don't regret the six years I had to give up counseling when she got sick. And I don't regret the last years when she got really sick. And I sure as hell don't regret missin' the damn game. That's regret.
[pause]
Will: Wow... Woulda been nice to catch that game, though.
Sean: [sheepishly] I didn't know Pudge was gonna hit a homer.
[Good Will Hunting] Fantastic movie by the way, but anyway...THAT'S the true love crap. My opinion? Dork got lucky. That's what I think.

Sean: You're not perfect, sport, and let me save you the suspense: this girl you've met, she's not perfect either. But the question is whether or not you're perfect for each other.
[Good Will Hunting] Okay...now THAT is MUCH better.

Skylar: .........But I can't, and that's my life and I deal with it. So don't put your shit on me when you're the one that's afraid.
Will: I'm afraid? What am I afraid of? What the fuck am I afraid of?
Skylar: You're afraid of me! You're afraid that I won't love you back! Fuck it, I wanna give it a shot! At least I'm honest with you.
[Good Will Hunting] I'm not sure why, but I rather like that last last. Go Skylar. =)

Honesty. Hrm. I pride myself with honesty although...it seems to get me in a lot of trouble now. Meh. =)

Picture Diary #3

I love this picture. It's so cute. ^^ Stars and light blue. ^^ It's so calming and it made me smile when I saw it. =) Hrm. Simple things make me happy a lot. ^^'' Haha. I'm such a dork.


Picture link: http://taziko.deviantart.com/art/ID-2009-115230959d

Funfact #3

I'm not afraid of gore and scary movies, but I am afraid of pools of blood. When Fei Mao and another friend of mine went to watch Nightmare on Elm Street with me, I got so bored at the movie theatre, but I freaked out at the pools of blood and when she was drowning in a pool of blood in the hallway.

Yeah...I'm weird. ._.'' I can take torture scenes too, and violence, juuuust not the ending result where the body's in its own little pool of blood. It just scares me. x.x It's weird though because I'm fine with like blood matted onto someone, like dried blood or caked blood or whatever. ._________________.''

Yeah. No more comment. =.=

Me = Happy Owner of a Slinky!

Slinky! Slinky! I haven't owned a slinky since elementary school. And not just ANY slinky. It's huge! It's about 9 inches tall. =O [Note to self: Measure it tomorrow and picture.] Today was pretty fun. =) I played air hockey until my fingers were bruised and my elbow's scab reopened. xD Despite how it sounds, it was really fun, even though I suck at it. ^^'' Heh..heh...heh....-shifty eyes-

It was also pretty amusing watching a friend try to fit a huge jawbreaker into his mouth. He failed and then went to go back and ask the candy shop employee how to eat it. xD Fail. Anyways, he's pretty fun to hang out with, so props to him. There's starting to get a lot of misunderstandings floating around, but I personally think that it's annoying for people to just assume things right off the bat without asking me first, even though I can see where they're coming from.

I also found out that another friend isn't going to move in the end. Quite excited about that, even though I still have no idea what to do. But on the upper hand, there's now time! ^^ Think positively!

I got a present from Fei Mao. It's a really pretty card. I'll post up a picture tomorrow. It's a cheer-up-present because I've been quite irritated-unhappy-bunny lately. Thanks! <3

I had sashimi today and it was really good. My stomach was quite full by the end of the day, so I'm satisfied about that. ^^ Sushi, sushi~

What eeeeelse.......oh! Money for Pocky arrived, but I'm going to Vons tomorrow to pick it up. Things new these days seems to just revolve around food. ._.'' Sigh...~ Dolphin, you meanie face...you better be happy.. -________-

Wait..wait...no....be positive. ^^''

Picture Diary and Funfact #2

So I decided to combine the two because the picture reveals something about me. I LOVE STRAWBERRIES! I had my first one September of 2009 and I loved it. ^^ I like strawberry flavored things, but I utterly despise the color pink. Although, I've learned to tolerate it when it comes to food and strawberry flavors. =3 If I come across a sour strawberry, I enjoy them with condensed milk. [NOT whipped cream. That is just disgusting.]

Straw-bear-whees! ^^ <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3


Hrm....I'm really tired, but I'm waiting for a call. Oh...promises~ Siigh....

Me = Blogger's Proposal

I've decided to post at least one fact about myself like the funfact game that me and Fei Mao made up for ourselves. =) That game is exclusive! xP But anyways, back to the point. One fact a day.

Also I've decided to post at least one picture I've found and comment on what I think about it. =) Perhaps, it'll motivate myself to see what I shall see within myself and how my thought process works so that I'm able to improve. I'm still trying...bit by bit. >.< Hope this helps.

I came across this girl on DeviantArt who writes quite a lot of prose. I absolutely adore her writing style. Her peices reminds me of the quote by Paul Valery, "Prose walking, poetry dancing." It's like the very writing is a part of her lifestyle. It's so beautiful. ^^
http://corina90.deviantart.com/

Funfact #1: I'm quite oblivious to my feelings. For example, if someone likes me, I'm oblivious to it until I'm told by them or by someone else. And it doesn't really help my cause that I'm also oblivious to myself liking other people. It just doesn't seem to hit me. ._____.'' Yeah...I fail. x3


I love the detail and how everything in the picture represents something. =)
8765 leaves
24 kinds of leaves
9 hearts, symbolising 9 years together
Haha. =) It's so well done. ^^ Details, details. I'm such a sucker for them. <3